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This series is based on real life stories
occurred in Chile during the civil-military dictatorship

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supported in the Rettig report, in judicial documents
and in the testimonies of relatives of Disappeared Detainees.

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THE SUSPENDED MOURNING

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As of that day,
our life stopped being normal.

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My dad was a teacher of the
University of Chile,

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and I was just a girl who
didn\'t understand why

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he had to go underground.

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My dad was aware that
At any moment they could get him,

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but he wanted to fight,
and not leave the country.

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I had stayed at home with my mom,
and for a year,

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I could only see him
on wednesdays at four p.m

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when he got off the same bus,
at the same bus stop.

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He always told us that if
he ever didn\'t arrive at time,

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It was because something
had happened to him.

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- Have you seen this person?
his name is Gonzalo Toro

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He\'s tall, he wears glasses

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I\'m looking for this person

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My mom started the search,
going from hospital to hospital.

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Sir, I\'m looking for my husband.

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Traveled dozens of places
until she gets to the military hospital.

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Excuse me sir,
Have you seen this person?

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Let\'s see. Let me see the picture.

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Yes, he\'s here.

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Are you sure?

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Can we go see him, please?

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Yes, you can.

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But only one
of the two can come.

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I remember the cold, the musty smell,
every step i went in

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made me feel more alone and trapped.

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In our desperation to
find him, I never thought that the DINA

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could be using me to
break my dad.

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My father had received three bullets
in the body.

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I don\'t forget his face,
I don\'t forget his voice,

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I don\'t forget his advices,
my whole life passed trhough in my head.

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I somehow sensed that
That would be the last time I would see him.

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Dad!

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arrested and disappeared

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arrested and disappeared

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April 4, 1974

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Convicted by the case
Gonzalo Toro Garland